I cry through my skin.

Mood: Suspicious, depressed, sick
Listening to: Movie...I have no clue what it is...

 Today I was a grouch. I don't know why but I was in such a prissy mood today that I didn't allow people to touch me. Usually I'm pretty tolerant of being cuddled and petted...People are oh so fond of doing that to me. Today...I just couldn't stand it. Tomorrow I am going to gay group therapy...I didn't want to...One of my alters decided to go. Tomorrow is also a day that I have to wear my ROTC uniform...I hate uniform days. I can't be unique and 'freakish' if I wear them. And, the worst of it...It's a minimum day. I hate minimum days because I have to go home and sit...By myself...I guess it won't be so bad because I'll get some socializing in. I found out another girl who I'm friends with is anorexic...She and I started talking about it...It sounds kind of crazy doesn't it? Saying it so plainly...But yeah. I gave a speech today in class...Everyone told me I did it really well and they're going to vote me onto semi-finals. Public speaking scares me to the point of having sezuires>_< Oh, yeah, and I think Skye is seeing other people. She and I haven't hung out outside of school in over a month...When I am with her she seems uncomfertable and it always seems that she's looking at other girls and uncomfertable when I hug her or cuddle her. I dunno...It's just a bad day today. I'll look at my evidence when I'm a little less depressed and angry with the world.