Cut
Mood: Depressed
Listening to: King of the Hill-TV show
I'm not sure if we'll be able to do anything...Tomorrow is even a half day. If I can get a ride...I'll go to the gay group therapy. I just want to be with her...I know, stupid. But, I'm on my lovely monthly...So...If you care to keep your head...BACK OFF!!! Today was Hell. I got into a fight with my mother this morning...Because I wanted to go to school. I can't stay home...Home is bad. Home is worse than the homophobia and discrimination I face every day at school. I guess I switched out sometime during the fight though...Because when I came back there was blood all over my bra and new cuts on my breasts. Not good...Very bad actually. I've given up cutting!!! Cutting is bad for me...It's not a constructive outlet...So why don't the other people within me recognize that I'm trying to do something good for myself?! For all of us...
