Mood: Anxious, depressed, unloved
You know...I've come to question...What is beautiful? What makes something...Or someone...Beautiful? Colors, shapes, and composition makes a place beautiful...But what makes a person beautiful? Thin isn't always beautiful...A nice face doesn't make one beautiful...Large breats with a big butt don't make you beautiful...What does? How is someone beaitful? I want to be more than anything else in the world...But would I even recognize beautiful if I saw it? I know my friends are beautiful...But with them...I'm not sure if they're beautiful because they are physically so. I don't know though...I look at them and all I see is the beautiful person I know and love. I can't thi nk of them as any other way. But people on the streets...I just don't see any beautiful ones out there. Do they exist? Did all the beautiful people jump off the face of the earth and leave only the ugly, the mediocre, and my friends behind? I can't become something if I don't understand it...But, beautiful has seemed to have lost it's meaning in today's day and age. If you're thin...you're automatically beautiful. If you have big boobs and a nice ass you're beautiful. If you have a nice face...You're beautiful. But are you really? Is that all it takes? But if that were so...Everyone would be beautiful. Everyone has something...They either have a nice face, a good butt, big boobs, or they're thin. So is everyone beautiful? But if that's so...Being bautiful has no meaning. If being beautiful has no meaining...Then I am trying to be something that isn't worth being and once I become it I will have to become something more. What is beautiful? Where is a picture of the epitimy of beautiful so that I can try to immitate it best I can. What is beautiful...And is it even worth chasing?
Flaws, scars and imperfections
An ability to see things as they truely are
A heart that is willing to love others
And to take other\'s love in return
To be able to forgive
To take forgivness from others
To be able to understand and inbrace these things in others
And to let them embrace them in you
These are what makes true beauty.
Not the physical, everone ages. Not the mental, we all change over time. The spirit, which grows and learns and embraces, that is what makes these things, and that is where true beauty is found. In a self-less act of kindness and the touch of forgivness.
In our words and actions, in what we do and who we are.
I think you are beautiful.