CONFESSION
Mood: Tired
Listening to: CrossFate
Okay, I have a confession...I was going to kill myself today. I had a sharp edge in my bookbag to do it with. What stopped me, you may ask? It's stupid...Really...It will make you laugh...I had a talk with 'God' last night...And I told it if it had any reason why I should stay alive then it had to make my left thigh itch. You honestly won't believe this...But my left thigh actually started to itch. I know that it probably wasn't God's divine will or whatever probably just my survival instincts taking over but I listened. And here I am.
I ran an entire two miles today...I actually had no intention of doing it...But Skye asked me to be with her at the library so I ran there. Two miles...Wasn't fun. As a matter of fact, it made me barf. School sucked...As school always does. And Skye got grounded, so she now probably can't go with me to Homecoming. I know it's stupid, but I feel so sad about that. Of all the other things I could be feeling badly about...I choose one of the most miniscule and unimportant things. Don't ask me...But it was important to me. It doesn't matter anymore though. Oh! The gay pride thing last night...Didn't like it. It was basically a giant group therapy. I hate therapy...Plus everyone there knew eachother. Blah, I'm tired now...I'm going to go do my homework. God damned Biology.
