I cry through my skin.

Mood: Suicidal, hungry

 I want to cut...Really badly. My friend didn't help...She was just telling me that instead of cutting across, one would need to cut the vein in half to kill yourself. And, I already know this depression is because I haven't eaten for the past 2 1/2 days...But, that's because there is NOTHING worthy of eating. There is some pizza that I hate the way it tastes when heated up, top ramon which makes me throw up...And I'm not allowed to do that...And yeah...That's about it. Other than milk. But milk isn't good to actually eat...Just drink. So, yeah, I'm just going to be depressed and debate cutting. No one loves me anyways...Why should it matter if I hurt myself?