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Gustavo asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yes. I have a boyfriend now. I was reallyu happy about that but now I'm really sad...Not because of him or anything he's done, nothing like that...Just really sad. Really depressed. I want to cut really badly...But my fucking sharp got fucking lost. I want to cut or beat my head into a pulp or whatever...I'd just rather hurt my outside than hurt inside my mind.
