I cry through my skin.

Nov 27, 2005 at 02:02 o\clock

Big idiot.

by: CapturedMoonLight

Mood: Nervous, stupid, lonely
Listening to: Mother's conversation with Cassie

 You are looking at a big fat idiot!! Well...Actually...You can't look at me because I have no picture of myself on here... There! The world's biggest idiot! Care to know why I have given myself such a title? No? Too bad. I called my Dad today...I invited him to hear my speech(did I mention I'm giving a speech as a semi-finalist in a contest at my school on Tuesday?). I didn't get to talk to him...But I left an invite on his voicemail. If he does come...He gets to hear a passionate speech about gay marriage and probably gets to see me interact with my girlfriend who he doesn't know about. If he doesn't come, he'll call me and offer some half-assed apology for not showing up which is worse than him rejecting me for my sexuality. None of this matters though. I miss Skye...It's our 10 month aniversary now. Yaay!!! We have made it 10 whole months...I can't call her either because I distract her from her school work that we don't have because it's vacation.</3. Only 2 more days until school starts...Only 3 more days until I give my speech..,.God only knows how long it will be until I drive myself insane with all these numbers. I guess I'll do my homework now.

Comments for this entry:

  1. shellbug773 wrote at Nov 27, 2005 at 04:25 o\clock:to get your pictures to show up, host em from some place like photobucket.com. Make an account and then when you\'re writing your entry, click on the lil picture. It\'s near the smiley face. Then it\'ll give you a box that says Http:// ... Delete the Http:// part til the box is empty and then copy the http code from photobucket. it should be the top one. paste that code in that box and click ok or whatever. It\'ll show up that way :)



    Now, I just want to tell you that Im very proud of you. I think more people need to be like you, honestly. YOu\'re strong. Lots of people can learn from you. You\'re not afraid to be who you really are. I admire that.



    If your dad doesnt come, it\'s his loss not yours sweetie. Just know that a stranger in Ohio is proud of you.
  2. shellbug773 wrote at Nov 27, 2005 at 04:28 o\clock:ok, after i re-read that, it sounded creepy. you know what i meant, i hope. =-\\

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