I cry through my skin.

Apr 29, 2006 at 04:27 o\clock

Be careful what you wish for.

by: CapturedMoonLight

 I know this is a be careful what you wish for scenario...But, Skye didn't call. I want to cry...But, it really is for the better that she didn't. I just wish...I wish she did. I wish we didn't end. I wanted it to go on forever.  Why? Why am I so stupid? What is this stupid THING about love? And why do I always get my heart broken? Why can't anyone ever love me and love me truely? WHEN WILL I FIND SOMEONE WHO WON'T BREAK ME INTO A MILLION PIECES?! I'm tired of my heart being jerked around...I don't even want to try anymore. But...I know I will. It's not even worth promising that I won't because I know I will. Damn me and my predictability. I just want to go and cut my wrists...

Comments for this entry:

  1. Valarie wrote at Jul 5, 2006 at 14:23 o\clock:Crying is good, to a point, because it gets out the feelings without hurting you physically, but the cutting is not a good thing. Try doing what I do, draw on your self. Get some water-paint or a washable marker and draw what you feel on your skin, like a arm or leg. Then , when you feel like to can\'t draw anymore, wash it all away in the shower. Its what stops me from hurting mself sometimes. Hope it helps.

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