Bam
I just got smacked in the face by depression. Really hard.
I want to cry now. But it's the time of depressed where the tears just sting your eyes but won't let you cry them.
I just realized what a fucked up hole my life is.
I have no money.
I have no friends.
I might as well not have a boyfriend.
And I'm a fat, lazy, bitch.
If I had money...I'd be on drugs right now. I wish I hadn't come home...I wish I'd stayed at Annie's and chilled there and then I wouldn't be thinking because I'd be with Annie and I rarely think when I'm with her.
GOD DAMNIT!
Where did all this come from? I just want to die right now. Everything feels so pointless and stupid...And I don't know why....
