Back Off
What the fuck! My sister is being such a brat...I asked to use 'the' laptop(It's not mine...She broke mine so now I don't get one because she's a fucking brat who can't be trusted with anything and mom doesn't care that my dad gave me the laptop and not Cassie but now it's part hers anyways because this one is a replacement for the old one and therefore not the one my dad gave me) and she started yelling at me...Then mom yelled at both of us and I just want to fucking kill myself. Everyone seriously needs to back of...You invade my privacy, you make sure I know what a fuck up I am for everything, you break my stuff, and then you refuse to replace it. Great. It's not like I have a whole lot of stuff to break! Why not break my TV? Or my DVD player? My ashtray? My bead box? Why did it have to be the most expensive thing I own and one of the few things that helps keep me sane? Jesus. I just really hate everyone and everything right now. I want to cut...I want to kill myself...I want to make everyone go the fuck away forever. But I can't. Because if I do, I'll fail at it...Just like I fail at everything else and then they'll break something else I like...Probably my dog.
