And now I'm single...Again...
God d@*nit. World's shortest relationship. I hate myself again. I know he was a bad match for me...But...I just wanted it so badly. I just wanted love....And I found someoen who was willing to give it to me...But...At a price that I wasn't willing to pay. Am I stupid for it? Was he meant for me? I'm crying now...And I want to cut...I'm not crying for him persay...Just for the gnawing emptiness that is echoing inside of me...The emptiness that I know is only filled by love...Which I just can't seem to find...
You did the right thing sugar. I\'m sorry it hurts so much though. I remember the emptiness well. I think I still feel it sometimes.... All I can really say is that it lessens with time & you learn to deal with it all better.
I hope your tummy feels better soon.
Love & A big HUG,
~Teri~ xoxoxo