And here she is...Again.
Well, I didn't die. My computer has been being stupid so I haven't been able to write. I guess I'm doing pretty well...I'm still dating Ken(who turned out to be a much better boyfriend than I would have ever guessed)...But Aunt Nikki is getting worse for her cancer...Her blood cell count is already too low...And that's how this all started with Aunt Patty. I hate losing people...Especially people I care about. Speaking of cancer...Guess who has a boyfriend with a ton of it? I just found out the other day...He's known for a while now. I know it doesn't bother him...I know he's living his life and he's having a blast doing it...But, now I have an even bigger reason to be afraid of falling for him...He could die on me. Once someone dies...There's no getting them back. He tells me not to worry, that he doesn't plan on dying...People don't plan on dying. They just do it. I really like him...Maybe even love him...Not in love, mind you, just love. But, I don't know how smart it is to let myself get really intimate with this guy. I guess that's always my problem though...I think too much about the ending instead of enjoying the story as it's being told.
