I cry through my skin.

Oct 21, 2005 at 01:26 o\clock

Almost had a good day.

Mood: Sick and grumpy
Listening to: Some dance techno music

 I just saw one of the most ironic things. It was one of those silly advertisement spam thingies that reside at the top of your screen...It said your scars will fade fast. In my expirence, that is not so. Physical and emotional scars heal slowly...If at all. That's why I use coverup! Today almost went okay.  I was actually in a good mood until fourth period, ROTC(Some military training thingy...Don't worry, no aspirations to the army. Just something to fill a period.) These people kept tickiling me, and I'm super tickilish...So, it was annoying and the teacher got angry at me for not being able to controle it. that is one creepy smiley...Okay, yeah, back to describing my day. Some kids in Biology were talking about drugs and alcohol...Then this preppy chick who always disses me asked me what drugs I did and how often I drank. I told her I don't. I used to drink...A lot. I quit though, it became a big problem of mine and it was unsafe for me to do it. So I stopped. And I've never ever done drugs. Never have the intent to either. At lunch the homophobes threw stuff at Skye and me...She was going to kill them. I wouldn't let her though. If she gets in trouble once more, she's expelled from school and she's going into foster care. I don't really know what happened for the rest of the day..I wasn't around for it. One of my alters must have done it for me. I must say, I'm thankful. I was on the verge of tears...I really don't understand why people seem to hate me so much. I didn't do anything! I'm differen't...Big friggin' deal! So, my lover lacks some equipment downstairs...It's not a huge thing. Blah, I was so hoping to hold onto my good mood...I guess not though. However! I have found a cure to my sleep problems...If I draw the penticle on my forehead and over my major solar plex I go to sleep quickly. So, yay! Maybe I can join the land of the living once I have had enough sleep. Not a particularly exciting day, my stomache feels sick...My body feels fat....I guess I'll go excersize now. Bundles of fun.

Comments for this entry:

  1. stickxkeyblade wrote at Oct 21, 2005 at 01:55 o\clock:I kinda know how you feel. I mean, I don\'t seem to think like other people, and it seems like every time I say something, I get odd looks from the students. The teachers think I\'m brillian, everyone else thinks I\'m creepy...



    But those homophobes you speak of were WAY out of line. Don\'t let them get to you too much, they\'re just afraid of something they can\'t understand. As several of my bisexual friends would say, \"They\'re not in touch with thier inner gay.\"



    So hang in there! I think it\'s really cool that you\'re open with it, even if it\'s just to a blog audience.



    PS: Maybe I should try the penticle thingy? But then my Dad might come in and think I worship Satan. Stranger things have happened.

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