I cry through my skin.

Mood: Angry, depressed, anxious

 Why does my age matter so much? WHy is it people treat me like a mature adult before they know how old I am, but then when I tell them they treat me like a kid? I am 15 years old! That doesn't make me any different than anyone older. If the topic is depression...Before they know how old I am...They respect my views and such...Then when they figure out I'm still a kid...They tell me my pain isn't real. Well, guess what? Any pain I have is not any less real than any pain a 20 year old has, or 30, or 40, or 50, or 60!!! Pain grows up with you. What's absolutely devastating to me...Mayn't be to someone older because they've been desensitized to it and now it doesn't hurt them. I'm waiting to meet someone over the age of 37 who remembers and can understand what it's like to be a kid. It shouldn't matter that I'm 15...Age is only a number.  Okay, sorry about that bit....I guess frusteration got the best of me. aI feel really sick today...My stomache hurts and I keep getting dizzy. Ah well.