I cry through my skin.

Mood: Hungry, depressed, ugly

 Today is one of those days where I just can't be supportive of anyone. That's a big problem for me because everyone leans on me. Skye and I got into a fight about my cutting...Basically, she wanted me to stop and I didn't want to. Yeah, yeah, how sophmoric of me...But seriously...Right now, I just can't. I almost wish I could...It'd just make everything so much simpler. But, I feel so out of control with everything...I really hate myself today. I'm so depressed...Why is it when I get depressed I hate myself? I know it's stupid...So why is it a habit I can't defeat? Blah. At least I know these are my choices...I'm fucking myself over.