I cry through my skin.

 I keep trying...I keep trying and I don't know why or what for. What do I have to look forward to? What do I have that will really make me happy? I have Jordan...Whom thinks I'm a stupid skanky bitch but somehow still loves me...But that's it. I don't have friends...I don't have family...I got nothing. I have one person and I wish that could be enough...It would be if he wasn't so far away...If I could talk to him...If I could touch him....If we could just get together and work this shit out.

 So much has happened today...Wow. Just seriously wow.

 I got my driver's permit

 Jordan and I are moving in together.

 My sister asked me for advice on how to break up with her girlfriend.

 and Apparantly I slept with my ex best guy friend.

 And now I am very, very tired. I know I shouldn't go to sleep this early though...I think I'm going to anyways. I have a headache and my entire body hurts...Jordan probably won't call me for at least another hour.