Le Sigh...
I saw Jordan today...And it was magical. I was so happy...Just to be with him...Just to sit with him...To finally have him for real.
His brothers were nice enough, though one seemed a little bit over-nice, his mom still doesn't care for me but I suposse that's to be expected. I feel so wrong without him with me...I feel like he should be here beside me. I know that he should.
Pamela started talking about marriage. I don't know why..When Jordan and I decide to get married...That's our right. I want to wait until we're 18 and things can settle down a bit...But he's thinking that he might be off probation soon...I'm thinking they'll just take him off of intensive probation.
Oh, and yesterday was my court date. Six months probation, weekly pissers, counceling, and a drug awareness class. Fuck that. I have to water down my pee for the next few weeks at least...And I intend to because I know exactly when the tests are! Haha!
I miss him already...I just wish he were here with me...
