I cry through my skin.

Apr 10, 2008 at 07:39 o\clock

Ha.

 My P/O meeting is at 2 PM tomorrow...And all I want to do right now is a lot of drugs. I just want to forget everything and make it go away.

 How fucked up is that?

Apr 10, 2008 at 01:59 o\clock

I fucking hate her.

  Four hours. I haven't seen him for two whole months and she wants me to stay with him for four hours then go sit in the car for an hour while she goes to work because she doesn't want to drive in rush hour traffic. I CAN'T FUCKING SEE HIM ANY OTHER TIME! I get one chance...ONE to fucking see him and she wants me to cut it down to four hours. I hate her. I fucking hate her. And I hate myself. I just want to fucking die.