Do Or Die Day
Jordan's sentencing was over four hours ago. I haven't heard ANYTHING from him yet. Or anybody. I'm sitting here, shaking like a leaf...Although that may be because I took a shit load of Niacin just to be sure any pot I MAY have had lurking in my system is gone. Definantly Niacin...My skin is flushed like a mofo and I'm all itchy and on fire. I don't care. Any pain I endure here is well worth it. Just as long as I can be with him. That's ALL I care about.
I got three of the sweetest letters from him yesterday...He put his last name as mine. Anybody that saw how red I blushed would have though I'd already gotten a head start on the Niacin lol. He told me how much he loves me and misses me...That he can't wait to see me and to be with me...He told me that he's not going to give up on this no matter what. It was nice...To hear him say those things to me. He's never been much of a romantic...And at least every once in a while to know I'm not a complete nutcase sap is nice. Waiting...Waiting...Waiting for a call. PLEASE GOD let him call me...
