I cry through my skin.

Mar 3, 2008 at 08:36 o\clock

I think I've snapped...

 I have seriously been considering the possibility of time travel these past few hours. More insane, I've been considering TRYING it.

 I just want to change one thing. Just one. On Febuary 10th...I will NOT answer Chris's phone call. Audrey and I won't do thizz...And Jordan won't be arrested! From the evidence people have offered on this forum I've been going to...Either it's a very articulate group of schitzophrenic pathological liars...Or it's possible. It takes discipline, and it takes will. And I WILL do this. Maybe I've finally gone crazy...I think I have...But still. Or even being arrested is fine...But Febuary thirteenth...Jordan and I won't try to buy thizz. And all will be well in the world. Anything that will keep him here with me. This means that I would technically go into an alternate timeline with my love and we would live out the future there. My concious would leave this timeline behind so I would never write this...It's all really trippy to think about. I'm ready, I'm willing, and I'm really hopeful. Please, God...