Fucking Fate.
It's funny...When I finally meet a good dependable guy...What does fate do? Sends me one that makes my heart go boom boom and go weak in the knees. I broke up with Gustavo...I couldn't lie to him and tell him that I was only interested in him. I know this new guy and I probably won't get anything official but still. I really like him...Like in the kind of thunder strike oh my god type of way I don't get very often. I stayed up with him all night...We were mostly talking...I half thought I was dreaming because I was genuinly happy just laying with him is his arms. Guys don't make me happy, they make me want to kill myself. I dunno...I just wish he'd text me back because every time I see his name I just smile.
I am an evil fucking whore.
