Stupid blah
Blah. Just blah. Stupid David. Stupid crushes. Stupid best friend being really good friend with stupid crush. Stupid logic. Stupid truths .Stupid lies. Stupid me for not being able to believe a word any of them say. Alright, so here's the basic low-down. David called me the other night...So we talked for a while and then Audrey took the phone because she was bored and she hates when he and I talk 'forever' as she puts it. So they talk for a little...And apparantly they talk about me. Great. I love it when people talk about me...Considering how stupidly paranoid I am. So anyways, after Audrey and him were done talking, I got the phone back and he started talking to me. And he said to me, "Look, I really really like you Kat and I really want to go out with you. There's just some crazy shit going on right now that I don't want to drag you into." Then later Audrey told me what they were saying about me...Which basically sums up to that he does really like me but he's scared to get into something with me because he's afraid of getting hurt. So, yay. In a way, I guess that's his way of saying 'let's just be friends' and I should just stop hoping or whatever. Boo. That sucks. Whatever though...I've already been in a shit mood all week.
