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Mood: Lonely,depressed
I know I used to write here nearly every day...But I'm finding it harder and harder to put everything inside of me into words. I know it seems stupid...But when I need to talk the most, I can't. I'm on break from school this week...I guess I'm happy about that. I'm going to babysit tonight...I don't really like babysitting...But, it's better than sitting at home alone wishing I had friends. My girlfriend was supossed to call me to hang out today, I don't think she will...She never does when she says she will. Even if she does I can't really hang out with her because I have to go work.
As far as my emotional world goes...I'm still borderline suicide...I'm still cutting...I'm still bulimic...And I'm still taking diet pills. I guess I'm still just a stupid girl screwing herself over for the future. Not that anyone really cares...No one reads this anyways.
