I cry through my skin.

Mood: Suicidal, depressed

 Sometimes life can really hit you hard, right in the weak spot too. Life just KOed me. I guess I'm being distant to everyone...That's what my ex best friend Nicki says anyways. Skye told her that I'm being distant and unclear about what I want. Apparantly I cheated on her with my friend Emily....Which I didn't. THIS WHOLE FRICKING WEEK IS JUST HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even want to bother living anymore! It just isn't worth it! All this pain isn't worth the breath I take in...All the sad moments aren't cancled out by the happy ones...This is just too much for me...I can't keep doing everything all by myself....I hate my life so much right now. I don't even deserve to live...I'm a horriable person which is why I'm getting all this pain. I should just go drink bleach and die.