Listening to: AFI-Miseria Cantre
Today has been one of the worst days of my life. I don't think I've felt this bad in a loooong time. I thought I was depressed before? Heck! I trade to be there now. I got into several fights with Skye today...She stormed off on me. She thinks I broke up with her!!! I didn't frickin' break up with her...I love her so much. I couldn't break up with her if I wanted to!!! So, after school I confronted her...And people have been spreading rumors and she believes them. Do you know how much that hurts? You think someone knows you, you think they really know who you are and what you would and would not do...Then you find out they believe some stupid rumors. So, I lost it because today has been my emo day. I started yelling and crying...Telling her that everyone hates me and that I love her. She still doesn't believe me...I couldn't take it...I ran off. A very out of charecteristic thing to do. I ran off crying...I don't know if I'm single now or not...I have to call her after I calm down a bit. Wow, I actually have plans to call someone. This is a shocker.
Oh, and I gave my speech today. I had invited my dad, and he actually showed up. Everyone says that I did the best...I really hope I did well. It's probably just because my friends were there...They made it sound like I was better than I was. I don't know when I find out whether or not I go to the next round...But everyone is saying I definantly won.