SOMETIMES I CAN TELL THAT SOMEONE IS COMING OVER UNANNOUNCED
Mood: STILL ANXIOUS
Listening to: THE RYTHM OF MY HEART[POUNDIND]
HELLO IT IS I ONCE AGAIN. THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS. I WAS AFRAID NOBODY WOULD KEEP READING. I WISH PEOPLE WOULD TAKE THE POLL ON THE SIDE. I GUESS I SHOULD LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT I DO SEE COLORS AROUND PEOPLE. NOT EVER PERSON I ENCOUNTER. IT TAKES THE SHAPE OF THEIR BEING. AT FIRST I THOUGHT SOMETHING WAS WRONG WITH MY EYES OR THE LIGHTING WAS JUST OFF A BIT. MOSTLY I SEE BLACK. IT IS A WARNING TO ME TO LET OTHERS KNOW THAT THIS PERSON CAN NOT BE TRUSTED AT ALL. I MEAN AT ALL. THIS BLACKNESS ALSO COMES WITH A CHILL THAT RAISES THE HAIR ON MY ARMS. THEY SEEM NICE ENOUGH WHEN YOU MEET THEM BUT BEWARE! I HAVE WARNED PEOPLE TO STAY AWAY FROM CERTAIN PEOPLE SOME TOOK MY ADVICE OTHERS DID NOT. LIKE I SAID THIS IS NOT ALL THE TIME. IT COULD ONLY BE TWO TIMES A YEAR . IN EACH CASE THESE PEOPLE TURNED OUT TO HAVE BEEN BAD TO THE SOUL. THEY WOULD GAIN YOUR TRUST AND TAKE YOU FOR ALL YOU HAD. OR THEY WOULD BE DRUG DEALERS ETC.... NO FOOLING AROUND. SOME PEOPLE HAVE A ALMOST WHITEISH YELLOW COLOR. THESE PEOPLE ARE LIKE MOST PEOPLE. ALITTLE OF EVERYTHING. BASICALLY THEY ARE THE NORM.... LET ME TELL YOU A LITTLE STORY THAT IS TRUE ABOUT MYSELF. I USED TO WORK AS A CASHIER IN A LOCAL STORE WITH A PHARMACY WITH IN. I WAS JUST CHECKING OUT A PERSON WHEN I FELT A WEIRD FEELING..HARD TO DESCRIBE FEELING.. ANYWAY WHEN I WAS DONE CHECKING OUT THIS PERSON THE NEXT STEPPED UP TO THE REGISTER AND LOOKED ME IN THE EYE AND SAID"HONEY YOU'RE A PSYCHIC..YOU ARE IN THE WRONG BUSSINESS." WELL, I JUST ABOUT FAINTED... IT STILL GIVES ME THE CHILLS TO THIS DAY! SHE SAID THAT SHE IS ONE ALSO AND THAT I SHOULD NOT BE AFRAID OF MY ABILITIES. I WAS STUNNED FOR A MOMENT BECAUSE LIKE I SAID I HAD STOPPED PLAYING AROUND WITH MY ABILITIES. SHE SIMPLY SMILED AND PAYED FOR HER THINGS AND LEFT THE STORE. MY FRIEND ASKED ME IF I FELT OK. I GUESS I LOOKED A LITTLE QUEEZY.. RIGHTLY SOOOOO.. OK SO THERE IS JUST A FEW THINGS TO PONDER... LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK... LEAVE A COMMENT AND TAKE THE POLL..PLEASE.... ANYWAY THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME RAMBLE SO. THANK YOU IF YOU ACTUALLY READ THE WHOLE LOG ENTRY.... HAVE A PEACEFUL DAY...CRYSTEL
HELLO I AM NEW TO THIS. I JUST WANT TO KNOW IF ANYONE KNOWS ANYONE WITH PSYCHIC ABILITIES? I MEAN FOR REAL. SINCE I WAS IN MY TEEN YEARS I COULD SEE THINGS THAT OTHERS COULD NOT. I COULD TELL YOU WHAT WORD YOU WROTE DOWN ON A PIECE OF PAPER. IT GOT WORSE AS I GREW-UP. I COULD TELL YOU WHO WAS CALLING ON THE PHONE JUST SECONDS BEFORE IT RANG. NO, FOOLING AROUND EITHER. IT GETS VERY INVOLED. I GOT KINDA SCARED AND STOPPED TELLING PEOPLE I COULD DO THESE THINGS. THEY LOOKED AT ME AS IF I WAS CRAZY. I AM SURE THERE WILL BE ALOT WHO STILL WOULD THINK I AM 100 PER CENT NUTS. I STOPPED PLAYING WITH MY ABILITIES ALONG TIME AGO. MYSELF AND A DAUGHTER CAN TALK TO EACH OTHER. YOU DO NOT REALLY HEAR HER VOICE IN YOUR HEAD. ITS MORE LIKE A TUGGING AT YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS. IT'S NOT LIKE YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT IT IS, YOU JUST KNOW YOU MUST CALL. THIS ALSO HAPPENS WITH MY SPOUSE. I CAN TALK TO HIM SO TO SPEAK AND TELL HIM I NEED HIM TO CALL HOME NOW AND HE DOES FOR EXAMPLE. I CAN TELL IF SOMEONE IS THINKING ABOUT ME .THEY MAY CALL OR I MAY CALL THEM. WELL, YOU PROBALY THINK YOU'VE HEARD ENOUGH. IF YOU HAVE THEN YOU DO NOT BELIEVE ME. IF YOU HAVEN'T HEARD ENOUGH YET KEEP READING. LATELY, I HAVE WANTED TO CHAT WITH SOME OTHER PEOPLE WHO HAVE SIMILAR ABILITIES. DREAMS ARE A BIG ONE ALSO. OH, I DON'T KNOW. MAYBE THIS IS NOT A GOOD WAY TO START A WEBLOG. I SORT OF FEEL FOOLISH BECAUSE I KNOW IF ANYONE READS THIS WILL MOST LIKELY FEEL I AM. ANYWAY I AM INTERESTED IN MANY THINGS. I WILL PUT DOWN DIFFERENT THINGS AS THEY ARISE. I MAY NEVER MENTION THIS AGAIN. I MAY TALK ABOUT MY CAT OR WORK MAYBE WHAT KIND OF CAR I WOULD LIKE TO OWN SOMEDAY. WHO KNOWS ... I HAVE ALOT TO SAY AND JUST WANT A PLACE TO DROP IT. I ALSO LIKE WRITING POEMS AND PAINTING WITH WATERCOLORS.TAKING PICTURES ETC... ANYWAY, MAYBE I SHOULD JUST STOP RIGHT HERE..FEEL FREE IF ANYONE SHOULD READ THIS TO DROP A COMMENT OR TWO.... THANKS... 
