Weblog of CRYSTEL

Apr 29, 2005 at 18:36 o\clock

TODAY IT WAS SOOO NICE OUT.

Mood: RELAXED

SO HOW IS EVERYBODY? ME JUST DANDY FINE. I GOT HOME FROM WORK AND TOOK A WALK. IT WAS JUST SO NICE OUT. ALITTLE COOL BUT NO RAIN. I LOVE THE WIND WHEN IT BLOWS THOUGH MY HAIR AND THE SUN ON MY FACE. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY. AFTER A DAY OF WORK WHERE YOU ARE SO CLOSED IN IT IS SUCH A NICE FEELING. I EVEN DROVE WITH MY WINDOWS DOWN.  NOW THE WEEKEND IS HERE. I HAVEN'T SEEN THE NEWS YET AND DO NOT KNOW WHAT THE WEATHER WILL BE. I CAN ONLY HOPE IT WILL BE NICE.

I WILL WRITE MORE ABOUT THE ADVENTURES OF GRANDMA AND US. SHE DID REVISIT MANY TIMES. MOSTLY AT HOLIDAYS. ANYWAY I MUST RUN NOW. WILL WRITE TOMORROW. HAVE A BRIGHT SUNNY DAY OR WHAT'S LEFT OF IT. MAYBE THE SKY WILL BE CLEAR TONIGHT AND I CAN SEE THE STARS. THE MOON WAS JUST SO BRIGHT THE OTHER NIGHT. THEY SAID IT WAS SURPOSE TO BE PINK. I DID NOT SEE ANYTHING BUT THE REGULAR COLOR. IT WAS A FULL MOON. NICE. ANYWAY. GOTTA GO. CRYSTEL

Apr 28, 2005 at 18:43 o\clock

WELL IT'S THURSDAY

Mood: QUIET
Listening to: TALKING HEADS

 HERE I AM A FEW DAYS LATER. TODAY WE WERE GOING TO PRICE OUR TATTOOS. AS LUCK HAS IT,WE DID NOT GO. SO I AM NOT GOING TO MENTION TATTOOS UNTILL I ACTUALLY GET IT AND SHOW IT ON MY WEBLOG. SOMETIMES THINGS HAPPEN TO PEOPLE THAT WE JUST CAN NOT UNDERSTAND. FOR INSTANCE,ONE OF THE GIRLS LOST A CONTACT LENSE AND HAS NO MORE. SO, SHE COULD NOT FINISH WORKING TODAY AND HAD TO GET SOMEONE TO PICK HER UP AND TAKE HER TO THE EYE DOCTOR. SHE DOES NOT HAVE BACK UP GLASSES. WHY, I COULDN'T SAY. THE OTHER GIRL THAT WAS GOING TO GO TODAY HAD TO BRING HER CAR TO THE SHOP. HER BRAKES WENT AND SHE NEEDED NEW REAR BRAKES. SO HER MONEY NEEDED TO GO THERE EVEN THOUGH WE WERE JUST GOING TO PRICE TATTOOS. THE MONEY FOR HERS WENT TO THE BRAKES. AS FOR ME WHO KNOWS? LIKE I SAID I WILL NOT MENTION TATTOOS UNTIL I  GET IT.

NEW SUBJECT. AS FAR AS GHOSTS GO....WE WERE AT MY MOTHER IN LAWS HOUSE [HOUSE SITTING] IT WAS IN THE SUMMER AND IT IS HER SUMMER HOME. ANYWAY, MY HUSBANDS GRANDMOTHER CAME TO VIISIT US A FEW TIMES THERE. THE HOUSE USE TO BE HERS AND MY MOTHER IN LAW INHERITED IT. SHE TORN THE OLD HOUSE DOWN AND BUILT A LOG CABIN IN ITS PLACE. SO, WE WERE THERE ONE NIGHT AND A CHILDS TOY WAS LEFT OUT ON THE TABLE. ALL OF A SUDDEN IT STARTED TO PLAY. WE LOOKED OVER AT IT AND SAW THE KEYS PLAYING. WE JUST THOUGHT THAT IT WAS LEFT ON OR SOMETHING. SO, I WENT OVER TO IT AND LOOKED. IT SAID OFF. I THOUGHT THAT'S FUNNY IT SAYS OFF. SO, I TRYED TO PUSH THE BUTTONS {KEYS}AND IT WOULD NOT PLAY. I PUT IT DOWN. FREAK THING RIGHT? WRONG. THE DARN THING AGAIN STARTED TO PLAY. MY HUSBAND THEN WENT OVER TO IT AND CHECKED IT OUT. HE THOUGHT I WAS FOOLING AROUND AND LEFT THE ON SWITCH ON. IT WAS OFF. HE TOOK THE BATTERIES OUT. IT STILL PLAYED. NOW WE ALL WERE A LITTLE NERVOUS. SO WE PUT IT IN A CLOSET AND SHUT THE DOOR. LATER THAT NIGHT, MY MIDDLE DAUGHTER CAME RUNNING DOWN THE STAIRS AND STARTED SCREAMING REALLY LOUD" LEAVE ME ALONE I'M ONLY A KID" MOM THE GHOST IS HERE! SHE WAS SHAKING AND SCREAMING. MY HUSBAND CAME RUNNING AND HE SMELT AN ODOR. HE SAID IT SMELT LIKE HIS GRANDMA'S SOAP SHE WOULD USE. MY OTHER DAUGHTER CAME DOWN FROM UPSTAIR AND SAID SHE ALSO SAW THIS GHOST. WE DETERMINED IT WAS IN FACT HIS GRANDMA. SHE LOVED TO PLAY THE KEYBOARD AND SING. SHE MUST HAVE CAME BACK TO SEE THE NEW STUCTURE AND SAW THE CHILDS KEYBOARD AND STARTED TO PLAY TO TRY TO COMMUNICATE WITH US. HE WAS VERY CLOSE TO HER. HE'D SPEND SUMMERS AT HER HOUSE. OTHER THINGS ALSO HAPPENED WHICH I WILL LET ALL KNOW ABOUT NEXT TIME. I'LL LET YOU DIGEST THIS ONE. I TRYED TO SHORTEN IT AS NOT TO MAKE THIS INTO A SHORT NOVEL OF SORTS. SO, IF IT'S CHOPPY THAT'S THE REASONS... I  WILL SAY GOOD BYE FOR TODAY. CRYSTEL

Apr 25, 2005 at 21:32 o\clock

GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :] :] :}

Mood: SNIPPY AS MY SPOUSE SAID

 GOOD NEWS! US GIRLS DECIDED THAT AFTER WORK   ON THURSDAY OR MAYBE FRIDAY, WE WILL GO AND GET THE PRICES OF OUR TATOOS. WE SPOKE ABOUT IT FOR A WHILE TODAY AND CAME TO THE CONCLUSION IF WE DO NOT JUST GO AND GET THE PRICES AND MAKE  OURSELVES AN APPOINTMENT WE WILL NEVER GET IT DONE. TOO MANY PEOPLE TRYING TO MAKE PLANS TOGETHER ALWAYS GOES A MUCK. SO, THE DAY WE GO WE;'LL LET EVERYONE  KNOW AND WHO EVER WANTS TO GO CAN COME. THIS WAY THE THREE OF US WHO REALLY WANT TO GET  IT DONE  WILL NOT HAVE TO WAIT ON EVERYONE ELSE. THE OTHERS CAN ALWAYS GO TOGHETER ALSO. SO  I THINK WE SOLOVED OUR PROBLEM. COOL HUH! SO, I DID CHANGE MY MIND ON MY TATTOO. I JUST HOPE I STICK TO IT. I'VE WANTED TO GET THIS FOR A LONG TIME. I CAN ALWAYS GET ANOTHER ONE. MY DAUGHTER WAS A LITTLE DISSAPOINTED THAT WE DIDN'T GO ON SATURDAY. SOMETIMES THING JUST CHANGE. SHE LIKES THE ONE I PICKED OUT. I WILL TAKE A PICTURE OF IT WHEN WE FINALLY GET THEM DONE. I WILL PUT IT ON THE WEBLOG. THEN YOU CAN SEE IT TOO. COOL STUFF HUH?

THE OTHER DAY I GAVE MY TWO PARAKEETS A THING OF MILLET. FOR SOME REASON THEY GO NUTS FOR THIS STUFF. THEY GET THEIR VITIMAN POWERED SEED AND LETTUCE AND FRESH WATER EVERYDAY. YOU CAN BUY THEM ALL SORTS OF TREATS ALSO. THEY EACH HAVE A MIRROR TO LOOK INTO. THEY THINK ITS ANOTHER BIRD AND SING AND CHIRP AT THE MIRROR. ONE OF THEM EVEN TRYS TO FEED THE ONE IN THE MIRROR. THEY MUST HAVE A PECKING ORDER ALSO. IF THE FRESH LETTUCE IS PUT IN THE ONE PECKS AT THE OTHER TO LET IT KNOW THAT IT IS GOING TO TASTE THE FRESH STUFF FIRST. I HAD ONE ORIGINALLY AND GOT ANOTHER ONE BECAUSE I THOUGHT THE ONE WAS LONELY. NOT A GOOD MOVE. NOW, I HAVE TWO VERY NOISEY PARAKEETS THAT NEVER SHUT UP. IF THEY HEAR THE BIRDS  OUTSIDE  WHEN I OPEN THE  WINDOWS THEY SCREAM ALL THE MORE. I CALL THEM LITTLE MONSTERS. THEY ARE VERY NOISEY. I LET THEM OUT OF THEIR CAGE BUT ONLY IF I CLIP THEIR WINGS. THEY ARE NOT THE SMARTEST THINGS. IF YOU DON'T CLIP THEIR WINGS THEY FLY ALL AROUND THE HOUSE AND SMACK INTO MIRRORS AND ANYTHING ELSE THAT COMES IN THEIR PATH. I HAD TO RESUCE ONE ONCE OUT OF THE JUICE PITCHER ON THE TABLE. HE FLEW AND TRYED TO LAND ON THE EDGE AND FELL IN. NEEDLESS TO SAY I HAD TO GIVE THE LITTLE THING A QUICK RISING OFF UNDER THE FAUCET WITH WARM WATER. SO, NOW THEY GET THEIR WINGS CLIPPED. WELL, ENOUGH ABOUT MY PARAKEETS. I MUST GO NOW. TAKE CARE. CRYSTEL...............!  I FORGOT , I ALSO END UP WITH A MALE AND FEMALE. IF I PUT A PARAKEET NEST IN THE CAGE. THEY WILL HAVE AN EGG. I HAVEN'T TRYED IT. REALLY TWO IS ENOUGH NOISE FOR ME.

Apr 24, 2005 at 10:06 o\clock

CHANGE OF PLANS

Mood: RELAXED

 SOME THINGS ARE JUST NO SURPOSE TO HAPPEN WHEN YOU THINK THEY ARE. OUR PLANS GOT CHANGED FOR OUR TATTOOS. WE NEVER GOT TO THE PLACE AT ALL. INFACT, WE DIDN'T EVEN SEE EACH OTHER. WE CHATTED ON THE TELEPHONE THAT'S ABOUT IT. SEEMS TWO GIRLS HAD TO DO SOMETHING IMPORTANT ,ONE BACK OUT AND THAT LEFT US, THREE. WE DECIDED THAT WE WANTED TO HAVE THE WHOLE GROUP TO GO TOGETHER,SO WE PUT IT OFF. ON A DAY WE ALL ARE AVAILABLE WE WILL JUST MEET AND GO AND PRICE THE TATTOOS. THEN MAKE AN APPIONTMENT. I CHANGED MY MIND ALREADY AS TO WHAT I WAS GOIING TO GET. ONE GIRL ISN'T SURE IF SHE'LL GET A PIERCING OR A TATTOO. SHE HAS NEITHER YET. SHE'S A BIT QUEZZY ABOUT THE WHOLE THING BUT NONE THE LESS SINCE ALL OF US HAS GOTTEN TATTOOS SHE IS DETERMINED TO DO SO ANYWAY. SO TODAY I WILL RELAX AND CALL MY DAUGHTER AND LET HER KNOW THAT I DID NOT GO. I ALREADY KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO GET A TATTOO. BIG OR SMALL IT FEELS THE SAME. SOME SAY IT HURTS OTHERS SAY IT DEPENDS WHERE IT IS. I HAVE ONE ON MY ANKLE. IT DIDN'T HURT MUCH. OTHERS SAY THATS THE PLACE THAT HURTS ALOT. I GUESS IT'S HOW YOU DEAL WITH PAIN. I HAPPEN TO HAVE A HIGH PAIN TOLERENCE. ANOTHER ONE IS ON MY ARM. THAT WAS A SPUR OF THE MOMENT THING. I LOVE IT, DON'T GET ME WRONG. IT'S JUST IF YOU GO THINK IT OUT WHERE YOU'D LIKE IT. I JUST WENT WITH A FRIEND ONE DAY. WE WERE DRIVING PAST A PLACE AND SHE SAID LET'S GO GET A TATTOO. DUMB ASS ME SAID SURE. IN WE WENT AND PRESTO THERE IT SITS ON MY ARM. I WOULD OF PUT THAT ONE ON MY SHOULDER BLADE IF I STOPPED TO THINK IT OUT.

TODAY IT SEEMS TO BE RAINING OUT. THAT'S FINE MY PLANTS NEED THE RAIN.ALTHOUGH ONCE THE RAIN STOPS IT WILL BE LAWN MOWING SEASON AGIAN. OH JOY OH BLISS. TAKE CARE AND THINK OF SUMMER TIME AND ALL THE DAYS AHEAD OF YOU. I HOPE THEY ARE GOOD ONES.  CRYSTEL

Apr 22, 2005 at 20:58 o\clock

GOING TO GET A TATTOO

Mood: RELAXED BUT BUSY

WELL TOMORROW ME AND SOME FRIENDS ARE GOING TO PRICE A TATTOO. I ALREADY HAVE A FEW. I THINK I DECIDED ON ONE. WE ARE GOING TO ALL GO TOGETHER TO PRICE THEM AND MAKE AN APPOINTMENT. THERE ARE 6 OF US GIRLS GOING. SO, I'LL BE DRIVING TOMORROW TO MEET THEM AT THE PLACE. THEN WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN. I KNOW YOUR THINKING WHY ON EARTH DO PEOPLE GET TATTOOS ? FOR ME IT'S A STATEMENT OF WHO I AM.  SOME PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE GROSS BUT I FIND THEM ART. MY DAUGHTER HAS ONE ALSO. HERS IS VERY BIG ON HER BACK. MINE ARE SMALLER. I FIND MYSELF STOPPING PEOPLE TO LOOK AT THEIR TATTOOS. IT PROBALY IS RUDE BUT BEFORE  I THINK, I'VE ALREADY ASKED. THIS ONE GIRL HAS THIS BIG LADYBUG ON THE SIDE OF HER CALF. IT WAS AWESOME LOOKING. ANOTHER HAD A PICTURE OF HIS DAUGHTER ON HIS ARM.[COULD YA TELL HE WAS PROUD] ANOTHER GIRL HAD JUST ABOUT HER WHOLE TORSO TATTOOED. I DON'T THINK I'D GO THAT FAR. THIS WILL BE MY LAST ONE.. I THINK. NO PROMISES!

I THOUGHT I'D GIVE EVERYONE A BREAK FROM MY GHOSTLY TRUE STORIES. EVERYTIME I TELL SOMEONE ABOUT ONE OF THEM I ALWAYS THINK OF ANOTHER TIME WHEN SOME FREAKY THING HAPPENED TO ME OR MY DAUGHTER. OR I THINK OF ANOTHER THING THAT I LEFT OUT OF ONE I AREADY SAID.

WE WILL GET OUR TATTOO 'S THE FIRST WEEKEND OF MAY OR JUNE. THIS SHOULD BE INTERESTING. IT'S A BUNCH OF US THAT RANGE IN AGE ALSO.  I MUST GO NOW I'VE GOT THINGS I MUST ATTEND TO. ...CRYSTEL CHEERS..

Apr 21, 2005 at 15:59 o\clock

MORE TALK ABOUT BERNIE

Mood: STILL UNDER THE WEATHER AND QUIET

BERNIE THE GHOST IS PRETTY COOL. HE HAD A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR ALSO. IT ALMOST SEEMED THAT HE ENJOYED WANDERING FROM PLACE TO PLACE. HE WOULD PLAY JOKES ON MY FAMILY.SOMETIMES HE'D COME FOR A CAR RIDE AND HONK THE HORN OR PLAY WITH THE RADIO. WHAT A RASCAL . HE ALSO SEEMED TO LIKE MY DAUGHTER.HE'D SPEND TIME WITH ME BUT ALSO GO OVER TO HER. I SENT BERNIE ONCE TO VISIT A FRIEND I TOLD HER NOT TO BE ALARMED BECAUSE AS FAST AS HE'LL APPEAR HE'LL DISAPPEAR. MY FRIEND WANTED SO BAD TO MEET BERNIE. WELL, SHE WAS NOT CALM AND CALLED ME. I TOLD HER I WOULD TRY TO SPEAK TO BERNIE AND ASK HIM TO GIVE IT ANOTHER TRY. SOOOO BERNIE BEING GOOD NATURED WENT FOR A VISIT. THIS TIME SHE HAD A FEW AND WAS CALM. BERNIE SENSED SHE HAD SOME SPIRITS[WHICH IS WHAT HE CALLED WHISKEY. ] THAT TOOK A WHILE TO FIGURE OUT BECAUSE SPIRITS TO ME WAS HIM NOT A DRINK.LOL..ANY WAY HE WOULD GO AND MAKE BRIEF VISITS TO HER HOME. SHE SAID HE WENT TO HER WORK TO CHECK OUT WHAT SHE DID. HE DIDN'T COMMUNICATE WITH HER LIKE HE DOES WITH ME AND MY DAUGHTER. I GUESS BECAUSE WE ARE PRETTY RELAXED WITH HIM. ANYWAY THIS IS GETTING TO BE A LONG ENTRY. SO, SUNSHINE,WARM BREEZEY DAYS YOUR WAY. CRYSTEL

Apr 20, 2005 at 10:22 o\clock

ghostly images

Mood: quiet
Listening to: John Denver[I know it's sappy]

  it is I once again. I am a little under the weather today. Sometimes things just don't go the way you'd like them. I try to go with the punches but, so many have come my way lately I find it hard to stand at all. I don't mean to complain. anyway I do have another true thing that happened with  a ghostly image.

One evening my daughter and I wanted to get some exercise. So, we decided to take a walk. We had to go down this dirt road in order to get to another road that was paved. At the end of the dirt road is our mailbox.[plus someother peoples] It was just about dusk time when both me and my daughter turned to each other and said"do you see what I see." We both nodded. No words would come out of either of our mouths. We both saw something floating in mid air above all the mail boxes. It was white but not transparent. It did not have any one type of form. It changed. We just both stood still and watched. We were whispering to each other: Do you still see it? Do you hear anything? Do you feel if it's evil or good? It just floated there for a few than simply vanished. We both looked at each other and did not know what to think of it. The only thing we got from that moment was chills and a name. His name is Bernie or Burnie. He did not tell us how to spell his name. Anyway, Bernie the ghost has traveled with us and moved between myself and my daughter house. After awhile my daughter got a better look at Bernie. He was dressed  in some old fashion clothing.He had High boots on the ones that have buttons on the side maybe, 6 or 8 black round buttons. The bottom part of the boots were black and very shiney. He wore a hat of black also, a ruffled shirt. He reasured my daughter that he would not harm us in anyway. If others would just believe he told her that he would appear to them also. This is over a pretty long time span that all this information came to us. [Mostly Her] these things must sound so absurd. I tell it as it happens. That is why I like to share these things online. If someone thinks I am nuts so be it. I don't have to deal with there unbelief. Anyway, I must close this now.  please take the poll or comment on something that has happened to you. PLEASE... OKAY I WILL NOT BEG. LOL.  good bye for now. crystel

Apr 18, 2005 at 21:40 o\clock

I FOUND A SITE THAT READ MY CARD....

Mood: CONTENT
Listening to: NOTHING

 I WAS WANDERING THRU DIFFERENT SITES TO SEE  IF ANY OTHER STRANGE  SITES LIKE MINE  WERE OUT THERE. I FOUND SOME PLACE THAT YOU COULD READ YOUR HOROSCOPE. I NEVER REALLY BELIEVE IN THOSE THINGS. THEN I FOUND A SITE THAT READ YOUR TARA CARDS. MY DAUGHTER THINKS I AM NUTS{THAT'S PAR FOR THE COURSE] BECAUSE I TRYED IT. I REALLY DID NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT EVER THOSE CARDS MENT. SHE SAID SHE HAD GOTTEN A HOLD OF ANGEL CARDS AND SHE WOULD DO A READING FOR ME. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ANGEL CARDS ARE. SHE TRYED TO EXPLAIN IT TO ME. SOMETIMES I CAN JUST BE SO DUH! ANYWAY I THINK  WE  WILL GIVE IT A TRY TOMORROW. I WILL GIVE AN UPDATE  ON WHAT THIS MAY BE  AND HOW IT WORKS. I JUST KNOW WHAT HAPPENS TO ME IS WHAT HAPPENS . I CAN NOT EXPLAIN IT . IT JUST HAS ALWAYS BEEN. I REALLY THOUGHT THAT ALL PEOPLE HAD THESE ABILITIES LIKE ME. SO MUCH FOR THIS STUFF.

TODAY WAS A NICE DAY. NOTHING REALLY HAPPENED OUT OF THE  ORDINARY. MY NEIGHBOR CAME OVER WITH HER BABY. SHE IS JUST SOOOOO CUTE. ONLY 6 MONTHS OLD. SHE WAS BEING ALL SHY AND ALL. I LOVE WHEN BABIES CUDDLE INTO YOUR SHOULDER. SHE WAS DOING THAT WITH HER MOM. SHE SAID SHE WAS STILL BREAST FEEDING. WOW...THAT IS ONE HEALTHLY BABY. CUTER THAN CUTE. SHE HAS SUCH A LOVELY SMILE. SHE CAME TO ME FOR A BIT BUT RELIAZED THAT HER MOM WAS TO FAR AWAY.[ABOUT 3 FT. AWAY} LOL.. SHE THEN WOULD REACH HER LITTLE ARMS OUT TO HER MOM AND KICK HER FEET AS IF SHE WAS TRYING TO WALK  ON AIR TO GET TO HER MOM..

I ALSO PLANTED SOME  SEEDS IN THE GROUND. WELL, IF YOU WANT TO CALL IT PLANTING. I JUST SORT OF THREW THEM AROUND IN THE SOIL. MAYBE  SOMETHING WILL GROW.. WE SHALL SEE. I MUST END NOW. I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH THE WORLD FOR ANOTHER DAY.

IF ANYONE HAS HAD ANY TYPE OF STRANGE  PHENOMENON HAPPEN IN THEIR LIFE. PLEASE LET ME KNOW. THANKS.  DO YOU THINK  I AM FEELING JUST A BIT SMALL TODAY... HAVEN'T A CLUE  WHY. I AM SURE I WILL FIND OUT ONE  WAY OR ANOTHER. TAKE CARE  ALL. CRYSTEL

Apr 17, 2005 at 03:09 o\clock

HACHOO..SNEEZE..NICE DAY BUT MY ALLERGIES ARE KILLING ME.

 TODAY ALL I DID WAS SNEEZE AND SNEEZE. MY EYES ITCHED AND WATERED. MY THROAT IS ALL SCRATCHIE AND MY NOSE KEEPS RUNNING. IT WAS A NICE DAY OUTSIDE TODAY. THE SUN WAS WARM AND THE AIRY WAS NOT TOO CHILLY. SO ,AFTER TAKING SOME ALLERGY STUFF. I DECIDED TO REST ON MY LAWNLOUNGE. WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY I FELL FAST ASLEEP. OH MY I WOKE UP MAYBE 1 HOUR LATER. I PULLED MYSELF UP OUT OF MY STOOPER AND WALKED IN THE HOUSE. I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR TO SEE IF MY FACE GOT RED CAUSE THE REST OF ME DID. OUCH.........WELL, I TOOK OFF MY SUNGLASSED ONLY TO SEE THE WHITE LINES OF MY SUNGLASSES AGAIANST MY VERY RED FACE. LOL...WHAT A DUMMY I CAN BE. THAT ONLY REMINDED OF THE TIME MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER DECIDED TO GO TANNING WITH HER FRIENDS OUT IN THE BACKYARD.WELL, AFTER A WHILE SHE CAME HOME AND SAID SHE WAS HOPPING IN THE SHOWER AND WAS GOING TO PUT LOTION ON BECAUSE SHE WAS AS RED AS A LOBSTER..SHE PUT BABY OIL ALL OVER HERSELF....WELL, ALL OF A SUDDEN SHE SCREAMED"MOM COME HERE QUICK" SO OFF I WENT TO SEE WHAT SHE WANTED. WELL, I JUST ABOUT BUST MY GUT LAUGHING. HER FEET RIGHT UP TO HER ANKLES WERE PURE WHITE AND HER LEGS WERE BRIGHT RED. I COULD NOT STOP LAUGHING.. I REASURED HER THAT AFTER A BIT IT WOULD ALL BLEND TOGETHER .WELL SHE DID NOT BELIEVE ME AND WOULD NOT TAKE HER SOCKS OFF ALL SUMMER UNLESS SHE HAD LONG PANTS ON...I HOPE MY WHITE LINES WILL BLEND BEFORE I MUST GO TO WORK ON MONDAY. I HAVEN'T YET TOLD MY DAUGHTER ABOUT MY ORDEAL.NO DOUBT SHE WILL GET A GOOD LAUGH ABOUT MY WHITE LINES AND RED FACE. LOL.THEN I WILL REMIND HER OF THE DAY SHE FORGOT TO TAKE HER SOCKS OFF WHILE SHE TANNED......WELL THAT'S IT FOR NOW.HAPPINESS AND WARM SUN YOUR WAY. CRYSTEL

Apr 17, 2005 at 03:09 o\clock

HACHOO..SNEEZE..NICE DAY BUT MY ALLERGIES ARE KILLING ME.

 TODAY ALL I DID WAS SNEEZE AND SNEEZE. MY EYES ITCHED AND WATERED. MY THROAT IS ALL SCRATCHIE AND MY NOSE KEEPS RUNNING. IT WAS A NICE DAY OUTSIDE TODAY. THE SUN WAS WARM AND THE AIRY WAS NOT TOO CHILLY. SO ,AFTER TAKING SOME ALLERGY STUFF. I DECIDED TO REST ON MY LAWNLOUNGE. WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY I FELL FAST ASLEEP. OH MY I WOKE UP MAYBE 1 HOUR LATER. I PULLED MYSELF UP OUT OF MY STOOPER AND WALKED IN THE HOUSE. I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR TO SEE IF MY FACE GOT RED CAUSE THE REST OF ME DID. OUCH.........WELL, I TOOK OFF MY SUNGLASSED ONLY TO SEE THE WHITE LINES OF MY SUNGLASSES AGAIANST MY VERY RED FACE. LOL...WHAT A DUMMY I CAN BE. THAT ONLY REMINDED OF THE TIME MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER DECIDED TO GO TANNING WITH HER FRIENDS OUT IN THE BACKYARD.WELL, AFTER A WHILE SHE CAME HOME AND SAID SHE WAS HOPPING IN THE SHOWER AND WAS GOING TO PUT LOTION ON BECAUSE SHE WAS AS RED AS A LOBSTER..SHE PUT BABY OIL ALL OVER HERSELF....WELL, ALL OF A SUDDEN SHE SCREAMED"MOM COME HERE QUICK" SO OFF I WENT TO SEE WHAT SHE WANTED. WELL, I JUST ABOUT

Apr 15, 2005 at 02:06 o\clock

SEEN ANYTHING LATELY?

Mood: SERIOUS
Listening to: OLDIES

HELLO! TODAY IS A NICE DAY. THINGS ARE GOING JUST SO SMOOTHLY. I CHECKED MY POLL ON THE SIDE OF MY PAGE TODAY. IT SEEMS SOME HAVE SEEN SPIRIT ALSO.. DOES ANYONE CARE TO SHARE WHAT,WHEN AND HOW THIS HAPPENED TO YOU...BELIEVE ME I AM VERY INTERESTED TO KNOW. IT'S SAFE TO LET OTHERS KNOW ON YOUR WEBLOG CAUSE THEY CAN'T REALLY SEE YOU OR REALLY KNOW YOU. IT'S FUN TO SHARE THESE THINGS WITHOUT FEELING TOTALY LIKE SOME OFF THE WALL NUT JOB...I CAN TELL YOU ANOTHER THING THAT HAPPENED MAYBE 3 YEARS AGO AND LASTED FOR 2YEARS... SPEAKING OF SPIRITS I MOVED INTO A HOUSE THAT WAS VACANT FOR A FEW YEARS.. SEEMS WHO EVER LIVED HERE WENT TO SOME SORT OF NURSING HOME... ANYWAY..THINGS WERE GOING FINE FOR A WHILE.NEW HOUSE,FIX THIS,CHANGE THAT ETC.... WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THINGS STARTED TO HAPPEN. MY SPOUSE CALLED ME UP AT WORK ONE FINE MORNING[IHAD TO BE AT WORK BY 5A.M.] HE WASN'T SURE IF I WAS OK. ODD..I THOUGHT OF COURSE I AM FINE MY CAR IS GONE AND HE'S TALKING TO ME... HE SAID HE HEARD THIS TERRORIZING SCREAM..SORT OF BLOOD CURTILIZING ...SPOOKY.. HE SAID IT SOUND TO BE DOWNSTAIRS IN THE LIVINGROOM AREA. HE SAID HE SAT STRAIGHT UP IN BED WHEN HE HEARD IT AGAIN.. HE RUSHED DOWN THE STEPS TO SEE IF IT WAS ME AND IF I WAS OKAY. OF COURSE I WAS AT WORK ALREADY AND IT WAS NOT I. HE LOOKED AROUND THE HOUSE AND SAW NOTHING AND HEARD NOTHING. JUST OUR DOG WITH HIS HAIR ON END LOOKING AROUND THE HOUSE WITH HIM. THE NEXT FEW DAYS WENT OKAY IN THE HOUSE. BUT NOW OUR DOG WOULD JUST GET UP AND GROWL AND IT LOOKED LIKE HE WAS FOLLOWING SOMEONE OR THING...OUR CAT ALSO STARTED TO ACT WEIRD.. SHE WOULD LOOK AT THE AIR AND HER HAIR STOOD UP.  STRANGE AND SPOOKY IF YA ASK ME... TIME WENT ON AND DOORS WOULD SLAM..COLD AIR WOULD PASS YOU BY..AND SOMETIMES THIS HORRIBLE SMELL WOULD RAISE INTO THE AIR...IT STANK BAD...ONE TIME MY DAUGHTER WENT ONTO THE PORCH AND THE DOOR SLAMMED SHUT AND LOCKED HER ON IT.. SHE YELL TO SOMEONE TO UNLOCK THE DOOR IT WAS NOT FUNNY SHE NEEDED TO GET BACK IN THE HOUSE. AFTER A FEW SECONDS THE DOOR SWUNG OPEN AND SHE EXPECTED ONE OF US TO BE THERE. NO ONE WAS THERE WE WERE ALL IN THE BACKYARD..SHE FELT THAT COLD AIR RUSH PAST HER... WELL TO MAKE A VERY LONG TRUE STORY SHORT... WE HAD FOUND OUT THAT AN EDLERY LADY ONCE LIVED HERE. SHE HAD DIED IN THE NURSING HOME.SO WE BEGAN TO TRY TO LET HER KNOW THAT WE MOVED IN AND WOULD TAKE VERY GO CARE OF THIS HOUSE.SHE NEEDN'T WORRY ANYMORE.. SHE COULD REST IN PEACE AND WAS WELCOME TO STAY WITH US IF SHE SO DESIRED TO.. AFTER MANY OTHER THINGS WENT ON SHE SIMPLY STOPPED. EVERY NOW AND THEN WE FEEL THAT COLD RUSH OF AIR OR THE DOG STARTS WAGGING HIS TAIL AND SNIFFING THE AIR AS IF TO SAY HELLO TO HER. WHEN I PLANT OUTSIDE I INVITE HER TO COME AND SEE WHAT I AM DOING..I FOUND OUT SHE WAS A LOVER OF NATURE AND HAD BEAUTIFUL GARDENS AND A POND AT ONE TIME. I THINK OF HER OFTEN WHEN THE FLOWERS COME UP AND TELL HER ALL IS WELL. THERE IS MUCH MORE TO THIS BUT IF I KEPT WRITING THIS WOULD OF BECOME A SHORT NOVEL.....PEACE AND LAUGHTER...CRYSTEL

Apr 14, 2005 at 23:54 o\clock

SO MANY COLORS IN THE RAINBOW...

 HELLO... IT IS I AGAIN... THANK-YOU SAPPHIRE FOR COMMENTING ON MY BLOGIGO... I TRYED TO GET TO YOUR SITE BUT, I AM NEW TO THIS AND DID NOT UNDERSTAND HOW TO FIND YOU... MAYBE IF IT IS NOT TOO MUCH TROUBLE YOU COULD TRY IT AGAIN. I'D LOVE TO READ YOUR BLOGO.. ANYWAY... NOTHING REALLY HAPPENED TODAY... I HAD TO WORK WHICH WAS JUST FINE... THE AIR WAS CHILLY OUTSIDE BUT THE SUN WAS SHINING AND PEOPLE WERE ALL ABOUT... I AM SURE THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON IN ALL OUR LIVES... I AM JUST NOT SURE WHY MY DAUGHTER AND MYSELF HAVE THE PSYCHIC ABLITIES... WE ARE VERY CLOSE BUT HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO TALK IN THIS WAY..SHE USED TO GET UPSET BECAUSE I WOULD ALWAYS KNOW IF SHE WAS NOT WHERE SHE WAS SURPOSE TO BE... SHE REALLY COULDN'T GET AWAY WITH TO MUCH... WE WERE TOO MUCH IN TUNE WITH ONE ANOTHER.... IT USE TO FREAK US BOTH OUT... IT JUST SCARED MY OTHER DAUGHTER TO DEATH.... SHE ALSO KNEW I COULD TELL HER WHERE SHE WAS AND WHO SHE WAS WITH....I REMEMBER ONCE... I JUST TURNED TO MY DAUGHTER AND SAID... SOMEONE WAS COMING OVER... WHAT CAR THEY WERE DRIVING...WHO WAS DRIVING... AND WHO WAS IN THE CAR... IT WENT INTO GREAT DETAIL THE MORE I SAW IN MY MINDS EYE.... SHE WAS DOUBTFUL ABOUT THE DETAILS UNTIL THE CAR PULLED INTO OUR DRIVEWAY ALMOST EXCATELY AS I HAD SEEN IT IN MY MINDS EYE.... IT FRIGHTENED US BOTH.... I HALF BELIVED MYSELF..... LOL... ANYWAY... I COULD DO THAT ALOT BACK THEN....I ALSO HAVE HAD OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES.... NOW THAT IS SOOOO WEIRD.... THAT STARTED WHEN MYSELF AND A BUNCH OF MY FRIENDS GOT TOGETHER...WE ALL TRYED TO LEAVE OUR BODIES... ONLY THING IS I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD LEVATATE... OTHERS ALMOST DID OR FELT THEY COULD... BUT, I WAS ABLE TO MAKE MYSELF VERY LITE AND THEY COULD HOLD ME UP WITH JUST TWO FINGERS UNDER MY HEAD,TWO UNDER FEET,TWO FINGERS ON EITHER SIDE OF MY BODY... I ALSO HAVE THE ABLITIY TO MAKE MYSELF VERY HEAVY SO YOU CAN HARDLY MOVE ME... ALL TRUE... BELIEVE ME IF YOU WANT...I AM TELLING THE TRUTH.... MANY A STRANGE THING IN MY LIFE.... WELL... GOTTA GO EAT SUPPER NOW... THANKS FOR YOUR PATIENCE AND PLEASE KEEP TAKING THE POLL ON THE SIDE .... COMMENTS ARE WELCOME.... TAKE CARE... WILL TALK TO ALL LATER...CRYSTEL

Apr 14, 2005 at 23:54 o\clock

SO MANY COLORS IN THE RAINBOW...

 HELLO... IT IS I AGAIN... THANK-YOU SAPPHIRE FOR COMMENTING ON MY BLOGIGO... I TRYED TO GET TO YOUR SITE BUT, I AM NEW TO THIS AND DID NOT UNDERSTAND HOW TO FIND YOU... MAYBE IF IT IS NOT TOO MUCH TROUBLE YOU COULD TRY IT AGAIN. I'D LOVE TO READ YOUR BLOGO.. ANYWAY... NOTHING REALLY HAPPENED TODAY... I HAD TO WORK WHICH WAS JUST FINE... THE AIR WAS CHILLY OUTSIDE BUT THE SUN WAS SHINING AND PEOPLE WERE ALL ABOUT... I AM SURE THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON IN ALL OUR LIVES... I AM JUST NOT SURE WHY MY DAUGHTER AND MYSELF HAVE THE PSYCHIC ABLITIES... WE ARE VERY CLOSE BUT HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO TALK IN THIS WAY..SHE USED TO GET UPSET BECAUSE I WOULD ALWAYS KNOW IF SHE WAS NOT WHERE SHE WAS SURPOSE TO BE... SHE REALLY COULDN'T GET AWAY WITH TO MUCH... WE WERE TOO MUCH IN TUNE WITH ONE ANOTHER.... IT USE TO FREAK US BOTH OUT... IT JUST SCARED MY OTHER DAUGHTER TO DEATH.... SHE ALSO KNEW I COULD TELL HER WHERE SHE WAS AND WHO SHE WAS WITH....I REMEMBER ONCE... I JUST TURNED TO MY DAUGHTER AND SAID... SOMEONE WAS COMING OVER... WHAT CAR THEY WERE DRIVING...WHO WAS DRIVING... AND WHO WAS IN THE CAR... IT WENT INTO GREAT DETAIL THE MORE I SAW IN MY MINDS EYE.... SHE WAS DOUBTFUL ABOUT THE DETAILS UNTIL THE CAR PULLED INTO OUR DRIVEWAY ALMOST EXCATELY AS I HAD SEEN IT IN MY MINDS EYE.... IT FRIGHTENED US BOTH.... I HALF BELIVED MYSELF..... LOL... ANYWAY... I COULD DO THAT ALOT BACK THEN....I ALSO HAVE HAD OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES.... NOW THAT IS SOOOO WEIRD.... THAT STARTED WHEN MYSELF AND A BUNCH OF MY FRIENDS GOT TOGETHER...WE ALL TRYED TO LEAVE OUR BODIES... ONLY THING IS I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD LEVATATE... OTHERS ALMOST DID OR FELT THEY COULD... BUT, I WAS ABLE TO MAKE MYSELF VERY LITE AND THEY COULD HOLD ME UP WITH JUST TWO FINGERS UNDER MY HEAD,TWO UNDER FEET,TWO FINGERS ON EITHER SIDE OF MY BODY... I ALSO HAVE THE ABLITIY TO MAKE MYSELF VERY HEAVY SO YOU CAN HARDLY MOVE ME... ALL TRUE... BELIEVE ME IF YOU WANT...I AM TELLING THE TRUTH.... MANY A STRANGE THING IN MY LIFE.... WELL... GOTTA GO EAT SUPPER NOW... THANKS FOR YOUR PATIENCE AND PLEASE KEEP TAKING THE POLL ON THE SIDE .... COMMENTS ARE WELCOME.... TAKE CARE... WILL TALK TO ALL LATER...CRYSTEL

Apr 13, 2005 at 23:39 o\clock

SOMETHINGS I JUST DO NOT UNDERSTAND

Mood: PLEASANT

 HELLO IT IS I AGAIN.... SORRY I HAVEN'T GOTTEN TO LOG IN.. THANKS TO THE ONES WHO TOOK MY POLL O N THE SIDE.. THAT IS A LITTLE ENCOUARGING. LIKE, I'VE SAID.. I DO NOT HAVE A PYHCHIC  THING HAPPEN EVERYDAY... MOSTLY MYSELF AND MY DAUGHTER CAN SENSE ONE ANOTHERS THOUGHTS. WE OFTEN WILL CALL EACH OTHER AND JUST SAY "WHAT?" IT'S KINDA NORMAL TO US. OTHER PEOPLE THINK WE ARE A LITTLE WEIRD.   LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT ANOTHER TIME THAT A STRANGE THING HAPPENED TO ME. I WAS FOOD SHOPPING WITH MY SPOUSE... ALL OF A SUDDEN A SPIRIT APPEARED GLIDING ACROSS THE FRONT OF THE FOOD STORE. I MUST OF LOOKED STRANGE BECAUSE, MY SPOUSE ASKED WHAT WAS WRONG... I KNOW MY MOUTH HUNG  OPEN FOR A FEW BECAUSE IT IS ALWAYS UNEXPECTED... I TOLD HIM I SAW A GENTLEMAN IN STRANGE APPEAL WITH A CONFUSED LOOK  ON HIS FACE. HE SORT OF COMMUICATED TO ME... AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN JUST HOW HE DID... HE WAS VERY CONFUSED AS TO WHERE HE WAS... HE LOOKED KINDA FRIGHTENED... HE VANISHED... A FEW ROWS DOWN HE APPEARED AGAIN STILL VERY CONFUSED... I TOLD HIM IN MY SPIRIT THAT HE WAS NO LONGER IN THAT TIME AND HE WAS HERE. THE PLACE HE WAS LOOKING FOR IS NO LONGER HERE. IT BECAME A SUPERMARKET... I AM NOT SURE WHAT HAS BEEN HERE SINCE HE  ROAMED THE EARTH IN HIS TIME... HE  AGAIN VANISHED... END OF STORY.. NO KIDDING... MY SPOUSE IS AND WAS SCARED BECAUSE HE FELT THE COLD FEELING AS THE GENTLEMAN PASSED.... ALL TRUTH... IF YOU KEPT ON READING YOU MUST BE INTERESTED... I TRUELY AM LOOKING TO SEE IF ANYONE ELSE HAS EXPERIENCED DIFFERENT THINGS. PLEASE MAKE A COMMENT AND TAKE MY POLL... THANK YOU FOR READING AND I WILL BE BACK WITH OTHER THINGS... MAYBE NOT THIS TYPE  BUT, MAYBE WHAT WATERCOLOR I MAY HAVE PAINTED ETC... I LOVE TO DO ARTSY THINGS.... CRAFTS ETC... PEACE TO YOU ALL ...CRYSTEL......

Apr 10, 2005 at 17:47 o\clock

CREATIVE

Mood: LAZY BUT BUSY

WELL HELLO. NOT TOO MUCH HAPPENING TODAY. I FIGURED MAYBE I'D GIVE THE PYSCHIC STUFF A REST. MAYBE PEOPLE WILL JUST TAKE THE POLL. THANK-YOU SAPPHIRE FOR STOPPING BY MY WEBSITE. I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GET YOURS. DO YOU HAVE ONE? ANYWAY, TODAY I WAS IN A CRAFT TYPE OF MOOD. I LIKE TO CREATE THINGS FROM STUFF YOU JUST HAVE AROUND THE HOUSE. IT ALL STARTED WITH MY MORNING COFFEE AND A COUNTRY LIVING MAGAZINE. I LOVE COUNTRY DESIGN... THE REAL RUSTIC KITCHEN AND COUNTRY CURTAINS ETC..  YIKES THE TIMER WENT OFF GOTTA RUN..... WILL LOG ON LATER..... SORRY MUCH SUNSHINE YOUR WAY...CRYSTEL

Apr 9, 2005 at 23:57 o\clock

SOMETIMES I CAN TELL THAT SOMEONE IS COMING OVER UNANNOUNCED

Mood: STILL ANXIOUS
Listening to: THE RYTHM OF MY HEART[POUNDIND]

  HELLO IT IS I ONCE AGAIN. THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS. I WAS AFRAID NOBODY WOULD KEEP READING. I WISH PEOPLE WOULD TAKE THE POLL ON THE SIDE. I GUESS I SHOULD LET PEOPLE KNOW THAT I DO SEE COLORS AROUND PEOPLE. NOT EVER PERSON I ENCOUNTER. IT TAKES THE SHAPE OF THEIR BEING. AT FIRST I THOUGHT SOMETHING WAS WRONG WITH MY EYES OR THE LIGHTING WAS JUST OFF A BIT. MOSTLY I SEE BLACK. IT IS A WARNING TO ME TO LET OTHERS KNOW THAT THIS PERSON CAN NOT BE TRUSTED AT ALL. I MEAN AT ALL. THIS BLACKNESS ALSO COMES WITH A CHILL THAT RAISES THE HAIR ON MY ARMS. THEY SEEM NICE ENOUGH WHEN YOU MEET THEM BUT BEWARE! I HAVE WARNED PEOPLE TO STAY AWAY FROM CERTAIN PEOPLE SOME TOOK MY ADVICE OTHERS DID NOT. LIKE I SAID THIS IS NOT ALL THE TIME. IT COULD ONLY BE TWO TIMES A YEAR . IN EACH CASE THESE PEOPLE TURNED OUT TO HAVE BEEN BAD TO THE SOUL. THEY WOULD GAIN YOUR TRUST AND TAKE YOU FOR ALL YOU HAD. OR THEY WOULD BE DRUG DEALERS ETC.... NO FOOLING AROUND. SOME PEOPLE HAVE A ALMOST WHITEISH YELLOW COLOR. THESE PEOPLE ARE LIKE MOST PEOPLE. ALITTLE OF EVERYTHING. BASICALLY  THEY ARE THE NORM.... LET ME TELL YOU A LITTLE STORY THAT IS TRUE ABOUT MYSELF. I USED TO WORK AS A CASHIER IN A LOCAL STORE WITH A PHARMACY WITH IN. I WAS JUST CHECKING OUT A PERSON WHEN I FELT A WEIRD FEELING..HARD TO DESCRIBE FEELING.. ANYWAY WHEN I WAS DONE CHECKING OUT THIS PERSON THE NEXT STEPPED UP TO THE REGISTER AND LOOKED ME IN THE EYE AND SAID"HONEY YOU'RE A PSYCHIC..YOU ARE IN THE WRONG BUSSINESS." WELL, I JUST ABOUT FAINTED... IT STILL GIVES ME THE CHILLS TO THIS DAY! SHE SAID THAT SHE IS ONE ALSO AND THAT I SHOULD NOT BE AFRAID OF MY ABILITIES. I WAS STUNNED FOR A MOMENT BECAUSE LIKE I SAID I HAD STOPPED PLAYING AROUND WITH MY ABILITIES. SHE SIMPLY SMILED AND PAYED FOR HER THINGS AND LEFT THE STORE. MY FRIEND ASKED ME IF I FELT OK. I GUESS I LOOKED A LITTLE QUEEZY.. RIGHTLY SOOOOO.. OK SO THERE IS JUST A FEW THINGS TO PONDER... LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK... LEAVE A COMMENT AND TAKE THE POLL..PLEASE.... ANYWAY THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME RAMBLE SO. THANK YOU IF YOU ACTUALLY READ THE WHOLE LOG ENTRY.... HAVE A PEACEFUL DAY...CRYSTEL

Apr 9, 2005 at 04:27 o\clock

ANYONE KNOW SOMEONE WITH PSYCHIC ABILITIES

Mood: ANXIOUS
Listening to: OLDIES

  HELLO I AM NEW TO THIS. I JUST WANT TO KNOW IF ANYONE KNOWS ANYONE WITH PSYCHIC ABILITIES? I MEAN FOR REAL. SINCE I WAS IN MY TEEN YEARS I COULD SEE THINGS THAT OTHERS COULD NOT. I COULD TELL YOU WHAT WORD YOU WROTE DOWN ON A PIECE OF PAPER. IT GOT WORSE AS I GREW-UP. I COULD TELL YOU WHO WAS CALLING ON THE PHONE JUST SECONDS BEFORE IT RANG. NO, FOOLING AROUND EITHER. IT GETS VERY INVOLED. I GOT KINDA SCARED AND STOPPED TELLING PEOPLE I COULD DO THESE THINGS. THEY LOOKED AT ME AS IF I WAS CRAZY. I AM SURE THERE WILL BE ALOT WHO STILL WOULD THINK I AM 100 PER CENT NUTS. I STOPPED PLAYING WITH MY ABILITIES ALONG TIME AGO. MYSELF AND A DAUGHTER CAN TALK TO EACH OTHER. YOU DO NOT REALLY HEAR HER VOICE IN YOUR HEAD. ITS MORE LIKE A TUGGING AT YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS. IT'S NOT LIKE YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT IT IS, YOU JUST KNOW YOU MUST CALL. THIS ALSO HAPPENS WITH MY SPOUSE. I CAN TALK TO HIM SO TO SPEAK AND TELL HIM I NEED HIM TO CALL HOME NOW AND HE DOES FOR EXAMPLE. I CAN TELL IF SOMEONE IS THINKING ABOUT ME .THEY MAY CALL OR I MAY CALL THEM. WELL, YOU PROBALY THINK YOU'VE HEARD ENOUGH. IF YOU HAVE THEN YOU DO NOT BELIEVE ME. IF YOU HAVEN'T HEARD ENOUGH YET KEEP READING. LATELY, I HAVE WANTED TO CHAT WITH SOME OTHER PEOPLE WHO HAVE SIMILAR ABILITIES. DREAMS ARE A BIG ONE ALSO. OH, I DON'T KNOW. MAYBE THIS IS NOT A GOOD WAY TO START A WEBLOG. I SORT OF FEEL FOOLISH BECAUSE I KNOW IF ANYONE READS THIS WILL MOST LIKELY FEEL I AM. ANYWAY I AM INTERESTED IN MANY THINGS. I WILL PUT DOWN DIFFERENT THINGS AS THEY ARISE. I MAY NEVER MENTION THIS AGAIN. I MAY TALK ABOUT MY CAT OR WORK MAYBE WHAT KIND OF CAR I WOULD LIKE TO OWN SOMEDAY. WHO KNOWS ... I HAVE ALOT TO SAY AND JUST WANT A PLACE TO DROP IT. I ALSO LIKE WRITING POEMS AND PAINTING WITH WATERCOLORS.TAKING PICTURES ETC... ANYWAY, MAYBE I SHOULD JUST STOP RIGHT HERE..FEEL FREE IF ANYONE SHOULD READ THIS TO DROP A COMMENT OR TWO.... THANKS...