Beefy Or Peachy

Well my aunt is here until next Tuesday and I don't know how I will manage without her. I realize how empty my life is when she isn't here. I am alone so much during the day and when hubby gets home at night he often wants to unwind in front of the tv or computer. I am sure this is a problem for many couples when the partner does not work. I am socially starved and I am not quite sure how it is all going to change. I will have therapy on my knee sometime when the dr says it is ok for me to do and perhaps I will meet some people there. We only have one car and it has a lot of miles on it so we don't do alot of extra traveling with it as we are nursing it along until we can get another car.

I am not a 'crafty' person and due to my shoulder pain I can't knit or crochet anymore. I have started reading books again and not just exclusively relying on my computer and that is a good thing. I use to love to read and after a computer became a part of my life I seemed to give that up. I think hubby and I need to take a class together somewhere to create a common hobby other then related to tv's and computers. He use to sing with a group and that took up a lot of our time but he's not doing that right now and I do miss that terribly.

It is fair to say we have had a rough 6 months dealing with this injury and subsequent surgery. It has taken a toll on both of us. Our nerves and compassion seem rather frail and thin at the moment and we are rubbing each other the wrong way more often then I care to admit. I will be glad when normalcy in our relationship returns. If it were to stay this brisk I would not survive it emotionally.

Well it is late again and I only had 3 hours of sleep last night so I guess I will sign off now.

Peace, love, honor, and courage,
Aly