Me Myself and I

Apr 6, 2005 at 01:59 o\clock

Welcome to the house of CHAOS!

Mood: Happy :)
Listening to: Ants on the apple, a,a,a... Skip to the loo my DAAAARRRRLLIIIIINGGG

 Insane Midgets on the loose - 2, Assignments completed despite loose midgets - 1

7.48am  After a good day's work yesterday, I have finally finished the assignment that has been bothering me so much.  YAY!!!  So happy.  All I want now, is to get a reasonable mark, and to hopefully impress my lecturer with a design that is different.

Woke up to a gorgeous text message from K, saying 'Snuggle, snuggle, wish I was there to snuggle you for real :) love you"  *Sigh*  Beautiful man.  I tell you, it is so nice to wake up to that :)

Meanwhile, the kids are on the loose, singing rather loudly, and finding much to laugh about in reference to toilet humour.  Even tho, I have woken in very much a good mood, I am still yawning far too much.  My coffee perculator is calling me......

Apr 4, 2005 at 13:10 o\clock

Survived the weekend... WHEW!

Mood: Content (or that could just be post hangover?)
Listening to: Kids tv

Assignments completed ..... Assignments??????? Ooops. Hangovers -1, Classes skipped -1 (smacks forehead)

6.48pm Met the K's brother and sister in law.  They are such easy going people.  They are really lovely. 

The BBQ went really well, well except that a couple of people didn't turn up, but it turns out they were getting lucky (with different people, not each other) so who can say that isn't a good reason for not going to a BBQ

I think I am a hit with K's friends.  I think the fact that I kept drinking pace with them, and took as much shit as I gave.  The great thing is that K seemed really proud of me.  He was so cuddley and loving, even in front of friends.  Was great.

K and I even chatted about buying a block of land together.... Sigh.  Things are good.

 

 

 

 

Apr 1, 2005 at 02:43 o\clock

Must be on my best behaviour

Mood: Nervous and anxious...
Listening to: Shiver (Natalie Imbruglia)

Assignments Completed 1!!!! YAY  and very nearly another one as well.

Been working my bum off trying to get some work done before the weekend.  It has paid off tho, I handed in one assignment on Tuesday, and with any luck, will have another ready for monday.  Whew.

But right now, I have bigger problems... K asked me to go with him to the airport to pick up his brother and sister in law!  That means I have to meet family!!   This also means that his mum and dad are going to find out about me (officially) and I will have to meet them at some stage too!!!!  Aaarrrg. What will I wear?  What if they don't like me?  What if I slurp coffee or spill curry (or similar) on a white outfit of sorts?  .........Panic..........And then.... on SUNDAY, K is having a BBQ with all of his buddies.  I have met some individually, but not the whole crew, together.  I don't think this would be such a huge deal, just that I know K doesn't generally like introducing girlfriends to the family, and he doesn't normally get them to hang out with his friends!  Talk about pressure!!!  However.... On the upside it's a nice feeling that he wants me to be involved with his life

Have been exceedingly good diet wise.  Mum even commented that she thought I was looking thin (so soon after Easter???? Yessssss!)  But that may also possibly be that she was having a fat day, and was very worried about the tightness of her winter wardrobe.

Ahhh. Gotta go hunt down clothes for the weekend. YIPES!

7.04pm Bugger.  Men. Relationships.  Bastards.  Bugger.  I am so upset and hurt.  K rang and said a girl from work had asked him to the pub.  He wanted to know if I wanted to go too.  I said yes.  This girl tho... is a typical Barbie.  Skinny as a  rake, (small boobs tho) blonde hair, and a cutesy voice and laugh.  She is also in a relationship with some South American guy, who has had to fly back for a while for Visa stuff.  Since then, she has managed to want to spend a fair amount of time with K.  She knows about me, and she is actually nice, but it is when she is around, he treats me like utter shit.  I barely got a look in to the conversation, which revolved around work (understandable) but then an old college of K's turns up and he introduced HER... (wait that's not all)  and NOT ME.  THATS RIGHT!!!! NOT AT ALL!!!  I waited a little while then made some bullshit excuse bout having to leave.  The girl said she had to go, and K said he wanted to come with me.  I just wanted to go and not come back.  But he came with, and we talked, he apologise profusely.... But... ARARRRRRHHHGGGGGHHH.  Fuck this.  I should have stayed happy being single and doing what I wanted when I wanted.  Not having my feelings stomped on by men.

Mar 29, 2005 at 11:58 o\clock

Time needs a pause button

Mood: Tired, and stressed
Listening to: Hum of the computer. Scintilating :P

Assignments completed 0 (not good)

11.58am Hmmm.  The diet didn't go as planned this morning.  Decided it was far easier to eat chocolate than a balanced breakfast.  Working on idea that may be better to eat all chocolates, and THEN start diet?  Spent morning frantically tidying as mum (and coincidentally landlord) rang, wanting to pop in.  Not exactly what I needed, since was planning on spending the day in PJ's working on assignments.  Since then, nothing has gone according to plan on assignments, and even a print layout seems too hard.  Arrrrg.  Class starts at 1.00pm!!!

Mar 28, 2005 at 10:40 o\clock

Easter Monday...

Mood: Are you kidding? I'm so chilled, I can't even be bothered having a mood...
Listening to: Eldorado (movie playing to no one in the background, cos the kids have gone off to play and left it going...)

Note to self: Must start diet tomorrow.  Have consumed far too much chocolate and alcohol. Work completed - negligable (v. bad)

Darnit, the Easter weekend needs to be longer.  Still have so much I need to do, and haven't done most of it.  Mind you, this is probably because I have spent the weekend having fun and relaxing.  But hey, its Easter!

In fact, should actually be finishing an assignment (or four) right now, but instead have found this site and decided it is imperitive to keep a journal thing - Right now...

Spent the morning canoodling in bed with my fella (who I shall refer to as K) after caring for one of the kiddies most of the night, who was suffering from an overindulgence of chocolate. Aarrgg. Poor little mite.  He's made a miraculous recovery and is running around with his friends outside.

K went home after lunch, and since then, I have managed to work a bit, have a nap, eat more chocolate - then regret it, surf the net between yawns.  Must get back to work.

9.15pm Yay!!! Have actually managed to get some stuff done!  However in the mean time, the kids have trashed the house, I burnt the bottom of the risotto, and realised that I really do need to give the cat's food dish a wash (bit stinky).  As with all single mum's I am fairly sure that my life would run perfectly, if only I didn't need to sleep.  But I have been slaving back on the PC working on drawings, and whilst improved my work, only a little progress has been made. Hmmm.  Maybe I should have stuck to reception work??