Belfast today

Dec 19, 2006 at 09:21 o\clock

cant even see infront of me!

by: belfast_bell   Keywords: frost, fog, grumpy, scrooge

Mood: tired and freezing

I really am feeling that cold this morning, i cannot see a foot in front of myself! The fog is so thick! Took most of my decorations down last night, i am just sick of arguing with him over christmas and i know he didnt even want me to do make the house look cosy and christmassy he kept saying it was like living with an adult sized child! So i wripped everything down and had to go a walk! It was freezing but i jsut wanted to get my head cleared! I think iv decided what to do! This is goin to be my most miserable christmas and i cant wait until its over, so when it is and whenever we get into the new flat, ill sign everything over to him and move back to my mums! As soon as i know he will be ok and he has everything he needs im just gonna move back cos i am just sick of fighting and everything i say to him is going in one ear and out the other! No matter what i say its like the only person he listens to is himself and what goes on in his own head! So i have had enough, last night we were lying in bed (freezing as we have no heating) and i was shivering and all i wanted was a cuddle and to be told we would be ok but he kept telling me to stop shaking and to move away from him! Sometimes i look forward to getting into work because it means we wont have to fight and i wont loose my temper because he doesnt listen! I really do just wish it was new years day already so that we could be done with this farce that people call christmas!

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