Belfast today

Mood: nervous

Had a very quiet night last night, we hardly spoke a few words to each other and if we did we were snapping! We are going to view a new flat tomorrow morning and i hope it cheers us both up, well not really me because i love christmas and i am usually quite happy the whole month of december but this year i just get the feeling that he is ruining things and turning into a right miserable so and so! I can be miserable but this is the one time of the year when i am at my happiest, i love the rush of getting presents in, thinking about what i get people, hoping they will like it, putting a tree up seeing old frinds etc etc being with family! This time of year can really bring the best of the worst out in people i could be standing in a shop when this excuse for a man whacks into my because the book he wants to buy is fast selling out or i could get some old woman beating me with her umberella if i lift the last loaf of bread (i didnt think it had her name on it) then you can also see great generosity from the people you least expect it from or someone who looks like they're going to mug you can have the best manners in the world! Anyway going more christmas shopping tonight! Lets hope we dont end up fighitng in the street beating eachother with our umberellas!