Broken
Mood: shrug
My phone is broken! I accidently dropped it into a glass of juice last night and its died! i am in deep mourning! Seriously i really dont know what to do i know that its not like i have just lost a relative but i pracitally had my whole life on that phone and now its just gone! I even had pictures of our new flat in it! We're moving in as soon as we can actually! I was very upset last night when ever that happened my phone, i was in just a good mood the whole because we got the flat and the keys and everything was great and then that had to happen, then we had another argument! and i left, didnt have anywhere to go so i walked about in the rain not that the other half cared by the time i got back he was asleep, cant say i am that surprised to be honest, although everything was my fault and blah blah! Not that it matters that he threw me out in the street in the rain! I am at my parents, i walked out this morning i had enough! I just dont know how to feel, i mean i wouldnt do that on a stray dog! Never mind a human, never mind someone i love, never mind someone i care about! NEVER! So i am a wreck today i think im getting the flu and im sore all over (sofa sleep) he didnt even realise when i got back he woke this morning and came down stairs to mind me on the sofa! Maybe he was surprised i came back at all! Actually he was probably pissed that i was sleeping on the sofa and he couldnt sit down and put his feet up! If anyone at all does happen to read this your opinions or some advice would be great! As i dont know what to do, i love him and ofcourse i will go back later because i love him and i care about him, i was actually worrying about him, wondering if he had eaten anything yet, but im sure he didnt let himself starve! I just feel so lousy today with him throwig me out last night and then my beloved phone! Hes probably glad, hes been jealous ever since i got it, because my sister got it for me as a christmas gift all i hear is "i wish i had a sister so generous" or " my phones crap, wish i had a phone like yours" or " if you keep playing with that phone ill end up breaking it on you" Like i told him i am not going to be sorry for what i have, i know i am lucky to have a generous family but i am certantly not going to apologise for them, i wouldnt mind if they treated him like shite but they dont, whenever i get something its usually for the both of us! the phone was a christmas gift! anyway i think iv got things off my chest, still feel lousy though and i still know the only person he cares about is himself!
