Love yourself
When you are assessing your self-image, how fair and honest are you being with yourself? What criteria are you using to come to your assessment(s)? Self-image is a huge problem here in the U.S. especially for young girls growing up seeing the models in magazine and on TV as being a size 0 and thinking they are ugly if they can't be that small. It is also important to take into account one's inner beauty and how much that adds to the total package for a person's presentation to the world. Just thoughts to share.
Mood: awake
Well since I need one more gift for hubby I have been surfing the web to find something that will please him that he DOESN'T need, but wants, lol. A Man toy of some sort. Geez this is harder than it should be to accomplish! I also need to buy a gift for my niece. If I get her anything purple she will be happy :).
Well I suppose I should get back to the task at hand, more shopping!
Sweet Dreams all,
Aly
Well again I woke up in the middle of the night and was awake for hours, up for awhile, then back to sleep, then up and cleaning and washing and a little reaarranging of decorations, stripped the bed, inflated it some more, put on nice sheets, had kebobs for dinner, and now feeling worn out again.
I can't see my house as being ready when company comes but I guess it will be. I just spoke to my aunt on the phone today and after hanging up, I started to shake like crazy. I guess it was a physiological response to her and them coming up here. I would say my body is speaking loudly. Now I'm more concerned about having them come for 3 days. Oyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
My therapist is out of town now until late January so I will either manage it or not. If not then I guess it will turn out as it is intended to. I think I will have to do some heavy duty praying until they arrive so that I don't respond physically to them. I didn't realize the depth of my concern of them being near me.
I hope you all made some progress over the weekend and enjoyed either parties or family or shopping outings. Tonight, all I can visualize is my clean comfy airbed waiting for me. I pray I sleep soundly through this night.
Hugs and Peace to your Hearts,
Aly