Worn out and we still have 8 days to go
Well again I woke up in the middle of the night and was awake for hours, up for awhile, then back to sleep, then up and cleaning and washing and a little reaarranging of decorations, stripped the bed, inflated it some more, put on nice sheets, had kebobs for dinner, and now feeling worn out again.
I can't see my house as being ready when company comes but I guess it will be. I just spoke to my aunt on the phone today and after hanging up, I started to shake like crazy. I guess it was a physiological response to her and them coming up here. I would say my body is speaking loudly. Now I'm more concerned about having them come for 3 days. Oyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
My therapist is out of town now until late January so I will either manage it or not. If not then I guess it will turn out as it is intended to. I think I will have to do some heavy duty praying until they arrive so that I don't respond physically to them. I didn't realize the depth of my concern of them being near me.
I hope you all made some progress over the weekend and enjoyed either parties or family or shopping outings. Tonight, all I can visualize is my clean comfy airbed waiting for me. I pray I sleep soundly through this night.
Hugs and Peace to your Hearts,
Aly
